I'm back. I haven't written on here in forever. Life got in the way and I found Netflix.
I survived my first semester of college! My GPA is much lower than I wanted it to be, but now I know I have to work harder. And I will work harder. I just need to beat my procrastination. I didn't realize how hard it would be to beat, but it's really hard. I got this though :)
I've realized something since being back at school. I lost sight of God a tiny bit. Instead of having my path go directly towards God, I somehow angled it to go more toward school and friends. It's like I took a detour. I didn't realize how much this path was weighing me down until my life slowed down and I realized that I wasn't filled with as much joy as I was before. I didn't feel as much joy in anything I did. I have definitely started going through the motions. And it kind of sucks.
Knowing that I started going through the motions, I have to find my way back into going after God fully with my heart. I have to get off the path of school and friends and find my path to God. It's like running through a forrest to find a road. It's not the easiest thing to find, but I know I can do it. I just need to shout out to God and he'll send a search party to find me.
So life is rough right now and it's happening. With that I must go do homework and read my Bible. Keep living life :)
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